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Life – Plans – Struggle … “Kite” of Life

Kids Kite on Sunset

“Life is what happens, while you are busy making plans.” ~ John Lennon ~

“Earn what u plan, might be the biggest achievement in life, but planning itself was the true meaning of struggling in life” ~ Jovial Dien ~

These words just came out from my mind, as an another page for my personal motivation which came from my deepest feeling, after facing almost the entire year with a boiled blood inside my head, while attempting to row myself on the lakes of biggest prey upon all of my hopes.

As a pride, till now I’m surely claim myself as a person who learns a lot from the world, especially after what I’ve done, trough a shade of sadness, mountain of happiness, hills of joyous, ocean of tears, echo of laugh, cliff of pain, sky of insanity, cavern of honor and a desert of drama… and guess what? It’s all about the scenario and the dialog written on it; while I think these all are improvisation.

“Future will be mine”, I said those instead a bullet came and destroy my pride

“be Honorable just for a second”, another mumbling threw out from my brain cells

But the most of it was…

“Stand Still Dear, Just imaging that u still human, so happiness and pain may collide”… the best praise for my soul within the last few month.

I’ve done so many choice, and I fight for those to make it right, This instrument is what I called as “Plan Machine”… coz when u find a way to make it as steady as on a rail, then U are alive in it. So, will it be the answer for producing the best achievement in life? Not precisely, planning in my life is a kind of presence of moving forward, so my kinds of planning were the variety option that I choose. That’s why I put struggle as the spirit which means I describe struggling as the real meaning of achievement. Align with the nature “do things and let the decision on fate made by God”. - Like a Kite -

I just can make the entire struggle as an ideal story book for my old days later, while my son will learn from the path that I’ve craft for him, while I keep trying to closed the failure scene and replace the negative image with another perspective of thought.

So… will u struggle… or just planning… from the point of view a chance to achieve…

…written in the silence of hopes…

Perdana… From Benteng to GBK…

Menakjubkan !!! ini sensasi perdana Gw merasakan nasionalisme yang begitu kental dari sebuah event olahraga… Continue reading

Hari-hari belakangan ini daku sering sekali bertanya pada diri sendiri… pantas ga segh, orang/manusia bersikap sombong, takabbur, dan juga besar kepala ??? Pertanyaan ini selalu aja ada… selain untuk materi mengevaluasi diri sendiri, hal yang tersirat kalimat tanya tersebut juga sebagai curhatan lokal dalam pikiran sayah… jadi dah siap dengar curhatan eike lagi ???

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Celotehan Ga Meaning !!!

Take a Deep Breath n Relax…

Lagi pengen banget nulis kalimat di atas… di kala pikiran ini sangat penuh dengan beragam fakta, kondisi dan intrik… pengen banget rasanya, berada di sebuah rumah di atas bukit yang hijau atau di pinggir pantai berhaparkan pasir putih yang halus… kubayangkan diri ini sedang berbaring menikmati sejuknya angin dan hangatnya mentari…

Sendiri aku melamun, dengan wajah datar dan pikiran menerawang terlalu liar… sebuah respon yang terlalu bodoh… di pagi yang harusnya menelurkan sebuah harapan baru… malah aku terkungkung problematika, yang seharusnya tidak perlu ku keluarkan lagi dari penjara pikiran ku… aku pun bertanya… mengapa segalanya serempak kembali muncul ke permukaan… ugh… kompak nian kalian tu…

Bibir dan lidah berkolaborasi tak letih mengucap kalimat taubat…

Pikiran tak jemu jua merangkai semua tautan petunjuk…

Hati pun selalu mencari makna semangat dalam hidup…

sementara raga lain menunggu perpaduan nya menjadi instruksi…

So for a while… I need more Oxygen to my Brain…

Apalagi segh yang diminta selain Setia ???

Why Don’t U just Hold U’r Couple’s Hand… and Respect Your Marriage, Perfectly !!!

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Story about love… (final edition)

unfinished writings

Cupid and Psyche, plaster, 1793, Metropolitan Museum, NYC.
Love…
i`m inspired to write this topic after seeing those picture… ancient symbol’s for love… Cupid n its couple… Wondering why I like this picture a lot, it make me browse trought the net n try to read all related story…
Mungkin sedikit ringkasannya… the story begins with the Goddess Venus’s jealousy and envious to the beauty of a mortal woman named Psyche, and after that asked her son, Cupid the other Roman God that represents Love n Sex… to use his golden arrows to cause Psyche to fall in love with the ugliest man on earth. Cupid agreed but then fell in love with Psyche on his own, or by accidentally pricking himself with a golden arrow… hehehehe…so its a gift or a tragic…
just define it by ur self kay…
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